MOOOOVE! MOOOOOOOVE!

I am tired. I am really tired. And I am sick too.

As time goes by, I try very hard to find something to please me. This thing doesn’t mean that I am unhappy. No. I just have another, more eloquent criterion that I had, when I was young. Maybe I’m getting old, maybe I mature. I don’t know.

For me, life never stops. Every day brings something new and every day I want something new.

I am tired to meet people that still are proud for a success that they have when they were eighteen years old, or twenty or thirty and so on.

All my life I want to live and learn different things. When I study something, I do it and then finished. END! After this I want something new.

“I am a teacher. I finished the university”. All right, congratulations!

You had eighteen years old and now you are thirty five. All your life you will be proud of this? For something that happened seventeen years before?

I agree, this event gives you the opportunity to earn your life. You made it your job and you pay your rent. But… I don’t know.

Is it enough for people? Studies that provide them a job and nothing else?

Can a job be satisfied and proper for all your life? Your brain, your soul, your body never need something else.

I used to be a journalist for eighteen years and one day I felt sick. I couldn’t do it anymore. I wanted a break. I like writing and I shall always do. 

Maybe in five years I want to do the same job again, but not for now. I cannot spend all my life being proud because I was a journalist, an editor in chief, a senior editor…

I don’t deny them, it is really something very important and it is not something that everyone can do, but I have to stop it. I shall not be proud all my life only because I did this thing.

I learnt English. OK. I learnt it and I go on. I shall not tell all my life, I learnt English, I have my certificate. I obtain my aim and I fill my quiver for new targets.

I have a perception and I don’t know if it’s correct or no, but I am almost persuaded. Persons that have only one qualification in life (one certificate, one language, one interest, one aim) are very hard and unfair with the others and they always want to pass their own ideas.

And that’s how the problems begin.

Maybe I am crazy, maybe I am a person that gets bored easily, maybe I am exaggerating, but for me, nothing is enough.

I don’t blame people because they don’t do things. “Doing things” is a combination of circumstances (free time, money, lack of obligations, willing to learn, correct timing, etc). That makes me mad is the pride that people feel and the way that present these kind of victories.

I finished the university, I have my degree, after this I never read anything more, I don’t follow the evolutions of my science, I didn’t even read enough in the university, now I have a job, I make money, I have a good career…

Make money, career. Two meanings I hate.

I love money, I adore money. I think that is the best thing in the world, but is that it? Is that all? For me, career is work all day, make money, to show off to my friends. Career persons are these ones that stay all day to work, because they don’t have any other kind of interest or life.

Of course there are persons that can combine many things, but they are few.  

I am sick to hear persons to work, work and work and make money and be allllllllll day at work. You are successful businessman, I agree. But, that’s all. If this is what you want, you are happy. You are a career person.

No thank you. I prefer to change interest every five years. Whatever I do, I do it well, trust me, because I work very hard. But after some time, it finishes.

I want new thrills. I want AIR, new ideas.

That’s me!