Some people have a very hard life and this is not fair for them. We come to this life without our acquiescence, we leave without this and (except of a few cases) during our existence we live as life (God, future, fortune, kismet, etc) wants to live.
We don’t live according our will. We come to this world and we are called to carry a cross. Everyone his own.
Some occasions are very hard, without people deserve it, and I really don’t know why they have to carry a so heavy cross. Maybe it is true that we live many lives and in every one we pay for everything bad we have done in a previous life.
I really don’t know. Me, personally, believe that in this life we pay our personal fears. Our personal demons. We fight them. We are always in an eternal fight with them.
I want to ask about carrying “the cross of no life”.
You are alive, healthy, full of appetite to live, but you don’t. Life doesn’t permit it to you. The doors of life are closed for you. You are always chasing your life, but you are like the dog that chases his own tale. He can never catch it.
Like you cannot catch your life. You lose your time trying to live, but in vain. You always take the wrong decision and the only thing you manage is to lose your life.
You meet wrong people, you make the wrong job, and you do all the wrong things that drive you exactly to a gap. To a life without life.
What are you doing then? You are alive. Your body, your heart, your mind are hungry for life. But you don’t live.
Why. You are wondering what your crime is. What is this sin that you have to pay a so expensive price? But there is no answer. You spend your life to solve this mystery, but there’s no answer.
This life is chosen for you and you have to live it!
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