Betrayal and prejudice

I hurt a friend of mine today.

He told me something, which was very strange for me, very hard to accept it.

I was socked, I admit it! And I reacted like a stupid. I let my sock drive me.

I have no excuse. I didn’t even let him speak to me. Every time that the poor guy was opening his mouth to explain me, I was denying strongly.

My prejudice was stronger than anything this moment.

But what about love? Where was my love this moment?

He treats me like a princess from the first moment I met him and what I gave to him? My prejudice and two ears made of stone. Two deaf ears.

I AM SOOOO SAD!

Where was my love?

“Love your friend as he is” is a proverb of my country. And the truth is that I love him, even during my sock, before and after it, I love him.

His heart is made of gold. He is my “older” brother. And what I am? A fool person unable to hear. This is the truth.  

My poor baby forgave me, but I know that -from now on- deep in his heart will be always a little “thorn”. The thorn of doubt.

I betrayed him. I showed him a very bad part of my character. But the truth is that with your real friends you feel safe and let them know you as you really are, good and bad person. You let them know that you have good and bad moments. That you are human.

“The most truthful promises are the vainest, because where you give the best part of your character you give the worst too”.

How can I look him straight in the eyes again? How can I convince him, that I never stopped loving him? That I just wanted some moments to overcome the sock and start think again?

I know that I hurt him very much. I wish he could read this text and understand and I hope that one day he will forgive me.

It supposed that every accused has the right for a fair trial. I hope that he will give me the right to apologize.

OFMM, forgive me please! Try to understand my reaction.

And finally, you are right: “the propaganda of Media is very strong”. But it is not stronger than love, baby. Believe me. I couldn’t leave you. Never.

And from now on, my earls will always be open to everything. I swear! Just tell me that it’s not too late…

You taught me something today. Something that life was unable to learn me so many years.

Isn’t it GOOD LUCK?

PS حبيبى!!!!